getting a cold is so so so torturous. Skipped band again because of the goddamn cold and sore eyes.
what could be worse?!
but well, han came over and we did maths. tomorrow's the day. sian.

so have been thinking of ways to resist myself from eating fast food but failed to do so. thanks alot, let me kiss goodbye to my slimming plans.
and kiss goodbye to plans of impressing others with yuhan next year of our change.

goodbye! )":

anyways, I don't even know why I wnna slim down in the first place. seriously, do you guys know the feeling of hurt and jealousy when you go to shopping and see all the people with good figures while yourself is like, fats?!

get what I mean? and especially when you see your friends getting jio-ed and you think to yourself; '' is it something wrong with me?! ''

ya, you're fat. and this goes on for years and years. and nothing seems to help. especially when you eat lesser then others, work out more than others but still, is fatter than others.

the feeling sucks like hell

should stop whining now.

looking forward to outings and gatherings. especially if 6B have one, miss them tons.
but the guys will sure go

'' NCC, you getting fatter already''

and all those stuff and you'll feel so hurt even though they're joking.

but still, miss them. so much.

Nataline
how I wished I was that girl